"...I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together..."
Thursday, June 24, 2010
It is REALITY
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
FANTASTICA!
Finally, result is out! I was kinda worried about all the papers, I'm afraid that I might have to re-take one of it. But, luck is on my side! I've passed! It's for my baby Azra darling tho.
I have to work on my studies excellently. Well, at least pass with flying colors. I need to impress EVERYONE that I can do it. For the sake of having the finest JOB. But I know nowadays it is not easy to find a real job. So, struggle!
Jia you, Kath! XD
I have to work on my studies excellently. Well, at least pass with flying colors. I need to impress EVERYONE that I can do it. For the sake of having the finest JOB. But I know nowadays it is not easy to find a real job. So, struggle!
Jia you, Kath! XD
Monday, June 21, 2010
I AM A MOTHER!
Officially become a mother on 13th May 2010!
The pain, hardship, it is all worth it after seeing my newborn baby boy. I was in tears and cannot stop smiling from the first time I saw nurses pushing the trolley next to me. The baby is MINE. My very own precious baby! My God. I never felt happier than before, and there's no reason not to feel in content with abundant love and joy when I see him.
It's been a while I abandoned my blog. LOL.
It feels good to have a chance to write some back.
Baby Azrael Aden-Kael is one month old!
My love is expanding infinitely everyday! <3
The pain, hardship, it is all worth it after seeing my newborn baby boy. I was in tears and cannot stop smiling from the first time I saw nurses pushing the trolley next to me. The baby is MINE. My very own precious baby! My God. I never felt happier than before, and there's no reason not to feel in content with abundant love and joy when I see him.
It's been a while I abandoned my blog. LOL.
It feels good to have a chance to write some back.
Baby Azrael Aden-Kael is one month old!
My love is expanding infinitely everyday! <3
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Almost 9 months prego!
Supposedly I wanted to go to the church this morning it was cancelled by my cannot-endure-stomach-pain. I thought that the time has come and I was proven wrong. It was only a false alarm. (Relieved)
I've been hearing thing lately. The you-know-what sounds scared the hell out of me! Maybe the "thing" knows that I'm going to deliver soon. Aiya, betul la cakap orang tua-tua ni. :( Well, I cannot 100% sure the "thing" is really that "thing". But you know, scary things may appear. I'm so not going to imagine what the worse could happen!
I cannot wait to deliver my baby boy. It's very anticipating and I'm dying to know how will he look like. Will he be like his daddy or mommy? Hahahha. I just hope for the best then. Praying hard that he will be fine and normal is more than enough for me. :) Mommy loves you dear, Kael!
I've been hearing thing lately. The you-know-what sounds scared the hell out of me! Maybe the "thing" knows that I'm going to deliver soon. Aiya, betul la cakap orang tua-tua ni. :( Well, I cannot 100% sure the "thing" is really that "thing". But you know, scary things may appear. I'm so not going to imagine what the worse could happen!
I cannot wait to deliver my baby boy. It's very anticipating and I'm dying to know how will he look like. Will he be like his daddy or mommy? Hahahha. I just hope for the best then. Praying hard that he will be fine and normal is more than enough for me. :) Mommy loves you dear, Kael!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
8th May!
Pampering myself today with the finest weather was really soothing. It was raining this afternoon, which is rare to happened. Thank God it's raining! :)) I just cannot stand the heat and even worse now I'm heavily pregnant. It is really really uncomfortable. Uugh! Well, I'm experiencing what they-called it Braxton Hicks contraction. Totally uncomfy! Pain here and there especially on my back and pelvic part. Feels like I want to deliver, but not yet. Cannot imagine how it really feels when the real-contractions begin. Gosh. Being a prego it's not an easy issue to handle. I need to prepare for minds and soul. :))
I watched the Kardashian's show just now. Kourtney was giving birth to her first baby and she was damn calm and I don't remember watching her to be sort of like panic or screaming. I guess I should too. I've been worrying and freaking out waiting for the big day. I even imagining stuff, which is the horrible part. Of course I cannot wait for my little guy to come out. And, I also notice that thinking too much how I am going to endure the pain later would not helping me at all. I should be more positive and calm! The jaw-dropping moment seeing Kourtney experiencing her delivery was, she was able to take a bath and put some make-up before going to the hospital, right after her air-ketuban pecah! LOL I need that courage from her!
I just hope that baby Kael won't come out in the middle I'm doing my exam. It will be the most amusing moment if he do want to come out while I am busy spilling answers in exam's answer sheet! Lord, help me on this! The expected date will be on 8th May and my last paper is on 3rd May!! I've read that only 5% of the baby will come out according the expected date. Okay, massive-scary-info there. Well, I just hope things will be going smoothly later. :D
Still have tonnes of assignments to crawled in to.
Brain freeze!
xo everyone! :))
I watched the Kardashian's show just now. Kourtney was giving birth to her first baby and she was damn calm and I don't remember watching her to be sort of like panic or screaming. I guess I should too. I've been worrying and freaking out waiting for the big day. I even imagining stuff, which is the horrible part. Of course I cannot wait for my little guy to come out. And, I also notice that thinking too much how I am going to endure the pain later would not helping me at all. I should be more positive and calm! The jaw-dropping moment seeing Kourtney experiencing her delivery was, she was able to take a bath and put some make-up before going to the hospital, right after her air-ketuban pecah! LOL I need that courage from her!
I just hope that baby Kael won't come out in the middle I'm doing my exam. It will be the most amusing moment if he do want to come out while I am busy spilling answers in exam's answer sheet! Lord, help me on this! The expected date will be on 8th May and my last paper is on 3rd May!! I've read that only 5% of the baby will come out according the expected date. Okay, massive-scary-info there. Well, I just hope things will be going smoothly later. :D
Still have tonnes of assignments to crawled in to.
Brain freeze!
xo everyone! :))
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