Officially become a mother on 13th May 2010!
The pain, hardship, it is all worth it after seeing my newborn baby boy. I was in tears and cannot stop smiling from the first time I saw nurses pushing the trolley next to me. The baby is MINE. My very own precious baby! My God. I never felt happier than before, and there's no reason not to feel in content with abundant love and joy when I see him.
It's been a while I abandoned my blog. LOL.
It feels good to have a chance to write some back.
Baby Azrael Aden-Kael is one month old!
My love is expanding infinitely everyday! <3
Monday, June 21, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Almost 9 months prego!
Supposedly I wanted to go to the church this morning it was cancelled by my cannot-endure-stomach-pain. I thought that the time has come and I was proven wrong. It was only a false alarm. (Relieved)
I've been hearing thing lately. The you-know-what sounds scared the hell out of me! Maybe the "thing" knows that I'm going to deliver soon. Aiya, betul la cakap orang tua-tua ni. :( Well, I cannot 100% sure the "thing" is really that "thing". But you know, scary things may appear. I'm so not going to imagine what the worse could happen!
I cannot wait to deliver my baby boy. It's very anticipating and I'm dying to know how will he look like. Will he be like his daddy or mommy? Hahahha. I just hope for the best then. Praying hard that he will be fine and normal is more than enough for me. :) Mommy loves you dear, Kael!
I've been hearing thing lately. The you-know-what sounds scared the hell out of me! Maybe the "thing" knows that I'm going to deliver soon. Aiya, betul la cakap orang tua-tua ni. :( Well, I cannot 100% sure the "thing" is really that "thing". But you know, scary things may appear. I'm so not going to imagine what the worse could happen!
I cannot wait to deliver my baby boy. It's very anticipating and I'm dying to know how will he look like. Will he be like his daddy or mommy? Hahahha. I just hope for the best then. Praying hard that he will be fine and normal is more than enough for me. :) Mommy loves you dear, Kael!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
8th May!
Pampering myself today with the finest weather was really soothing. It was raining this afternoon, which is rare to happened. Thank God it's raining! :)) I just cannot stand the heat and even worse now I'm heavily pregnant. It is really really uncomfortable. Uugh! Well, I'm experiencing what they-called it Braxton Hicks contraction. Totally uncomfy! Pain here and there especially on my back and pelvic part. Feels like I want to deliver, but not yet. Cannot imagine how it really feels when the real-contractions begin. Gosh. Being a prego it's not an easy issue to handle. I need to prepare for minds and soul. :))
I watched the Kardashian's show just now. Kourtney was giving birth to her first baby and she was damn calm and I don't remember watching her to be sort of like panic or screaming. I guess I should too. I've been worrying and freaking out waiting for the big day. I even imagining stuff, which is the horrible part. Of course I cannot wait for my little guy to come out. And, I also notice that thinking too much how I am going to endure the pain later would not helping me at all. I should be more positive and calm! The jaw-dropping moment seeing Kourtney experiencing her delivery was, she was able to take a bath and put some make-up before going to the hospital, right after her air-ketuban pecah! LOL I need that courage from her!
I just hope that baby Kael won't come out in the middle I'm doing my exam. It will be the most amusing moment if he do want to come out while I am busy spilling answers in exam's answer sheet! Lord, help me on this! The expected date will be on 8th May and my last paper is on 3rd May!! I've read that only 5% of the baby will come out according the expected date. Okay, massive-scary-info there. Well, I just hope things will be going smoothly later. :D
Still have tonnes of assignments to crawled in to.
Brain freeze!
xo everyone! :))
I watched the Kardashian's show just now. Kourtney was giving birth to her first baby and she was damn calm and I don't remember watching her to be sort of like panic or screaming. I guess I should too. I've been worrying and freaking out waiting for the big day. I even imagining stuff, which is the horrible part. Of course I cannot wait for my little guy to come out. And, I also notice that thinking too much how I am going to endure the pain later would not helping me at all. I should be more positive and calm! The jaw-dropping moment seeing Kourtney experiencing her delivery was, she was able to take a bath and put some make-up before going to the hospital, right after her air-ketuban pecah! LOL I need that courage from her!
I just hope that baby Kael won't come out in the middle I'm doing my exam. It will be the most amusing moment if he do want to come out while I am busy spilling answers in exam's answer sheet! Lord, help me on this! The expected date will be on 8th May and my last paper is on 3rd May!! I've read that only 5% of the baby will come out according the expected date. Okay, massive-scary-info there. Well, I just hope things will be going smoothly later. :D
Still have tonnes of assignments to crawled in to.
Brain freeze!
xo everyone! :))
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Growing happily inside :)
Woke up around 11am today. Maybe I am just too exhausted struggling to finish my assignments last night. The due date is like a few more weeks but I really need to get it done early so I can catch up for revising syllabus before final. Well, it's kinda the first time I had this type of positive enthusiasm to study. Great then. I somehow get the unknown-spirit from baby Kael I guess. :)) Mom is going to work hard for good grades for you darling!
Hubby is off to work a few minutes before. Dad will come home at midnight, son! I am glad that things turned out quite well for now. Despite all the hardship we've been through few months back to settle down, but although, everything is worth it. Love and I just have to wait for our miracle to come out. Soon.
For now, preparation for baby Kael is almost done. I bought 3 different clothes for him and mom also helped me to buy some. Baby will grow too fast and I don't think he need too many of them. At first, I was like freaking out about what kind of clothes he should wear as soon as he is born. Thank God mom, as she is the "monitor" for me giving me tips on it. Baby Kael even have his space in our room now! Can't wait for his cradle! It was really fun shopping for baby stuff :))
Guess I should go and lie down for a while.
My back hurts. =="
xoxo
Hubby is off to work a few minutes before. Dad will come home at midnight, son! I am glad that things turned out quite well for now. Despite all the hardship we've been through few months back to settle down, but although, everything is worth it. Love and I just have to wait for our miracle to come out. Soon.
For now, preparation for baby Kael is almost done. I bought 3 different clothes for him and mom also helped me to buy some. Baby will grow too fast and I don't think he need too many of them. At first, I was like freaking out about what kind of clothes he should wear as soon as he is born. Thank God mom, as she is the "monitor" for me giving me tips on it. Baby Kael even have his space in our room now! Can't wait for his cradle! It was really fun shopping for baby stuff :))
Guess I should go and lie down for a while.
My back hurts. =="
xoxo
Monday, March 22, 2010
Slight changes.
In a sudden, I miss to blog.
I changed my old ID and deleted some old-kinda-trashy-post in it. Trying to do some make-over-blog perhaps? I laughed annoyingly reading the old one. I almost fainted that I wrote such a disaster story. Oh-my. Well, life goes on.
As the world knew (almost) that now I am happily a prego woman. Yes indeed, I am happy and certainly cannot wait for the time I citied myself as a "MOM". A few months back I still managed to get fit into my 27" jeans, however, currently I am terribly stuck in this bloated body which I can only wear limited clothes. I cannot wear jeans. It kills me softly. I cannot wear any of my shirt in the closet. It gives me pain. Thinking about, how to get my figure back in a few months after labor is possible or not drives me almost crazy. I am now 60.9 kg and still will be growing. That is another 13kg added up to my last weight before I found out I am pregnant. Pressure!
Instead of worrying about weight and figure, nervousness for deliver-period is the most distracting thing ever. I have chosen to have natural birth instead of doing the C-section surgery. Am I brave enough to do it? Could I endure the pain? Gosh. Hope everything will be fine. I've been doing some exercises and sometimes jog at the park hoping that it will help me get through the whole labor-process. Lord, give me the strength!
I cannot wait for Kael to come out from the belly. He is now very active kicking my tummy here and there. Bet that he also cannot wait to see the world :) I have tears in my eyes every time I went for scanning. Can't believe that something grows inside me. I saw him in 3-D moaning and smiling, I just cannot stop smiling. Hubby and I have some difficulties in finding his name but then I just go for KAYDEN KAEL. I love the name, even there's some people mispronounce his name.
My back hurts. Uugh.
Mom loves you Kael. Stop kicking too much okay.
:)
I changed my old ID and deleted some old-kinda-trashy-post in it. Trying to do some make-over-blog perhaps? I laughed annoyingly reading the old one. I almost fainted that I wrote such a disaster story. Oh-my. Well, life goes on.
As the world knew (almost) that now I am happily a prego woman. Yes indeed, I am happy and certainly cannot wait for the time I citied myself as a "MOM". A few months back I still managed to get fit into my 27" jeans, however, currently I am terribly stuck in this bloated body which I can only wear limited clothes. I cannot wear jeans. It kills me softly. I cannot wear any of my shirt in the closet. It gives me pain. Thinking about, how to get my figure back in a few months after labor is possible or not drives me almost crazy. I am now 60.9 kg and still will be growing. That is another 13kg added up to my last weight before I found out I am pregnant. Pressure!
Instead of worrying about weight and figure, nervousness for deliver-period is the most distracting thing ever. I have chosen to have natural birth instead of doing the C-section surgery. Am I brave enough to do it? Could I endure the pain? Gosh. Hope everything will be fine. I've been doing some exercises and sometimes jog at the park hoping that it will help me get through the whole labor-process. Lord, give me the strength!
I cannot wait for Kael to come out from the belly. He is now very active kicking my tummy here and there. Bet that he also cannot wait to see the world :) I have tears in my eyes every time I went for scanning. Can't believe that something grows inside me. I saw him in 3-D moaning and smiling, I just cannot stop smiling. Hubby and I have some difficulties in finding his name but then I just go for KAYDEN KAEL. I love the name, even there's some people mispronounce his name.
My back hurts. Uugh.
Mom loves you Kael. Stop kicking too much okay.
:)
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