Woah!

I just realized the date of my last post is exactly a year to my recent post. HAHA

LOL

16th February 2013

Hello there!

Whaddup whaddup! Lame (?) no? Haha! It's been a loooooong time since the last post right? I don't get the ample time just to sit and write about stuff lately. Being a wife and a mother to a one year old toddler is one heck of a job! But, I love it tho'.

Hope this so called "blogging" will stick around for good. Yes! Gotta run some errands now, so I'll see you in a bit.

Love,
Kath xo

COMPLICATED

Why must we complicate some things in life? It's some kind of a curse on human, we tend to complicate things even it is meant to be solved easier. Why ah? I sometimes questioned myself why make small matter into bigger problems. 

Somehow, sometimes, it is better to leave it complicated rather than just blurt out the truth. TRUE STORY.

Missing somebody. 

When a friend of yours missing his/her partner so bad. And there you go telling them to call straight away. There's this word called, EGO. "Oh, I want him to call me first bah. I don't want to be like calling him everyday, every minute checking him out." Haha. It happened to me before. You don't want to be like obviously missing him like crazy. This is the situation where we on purposely make things complicated. 

Haiya, call saja bah. Bukan susah.

Senang cakap.

When you happened to be dislike or uncomfortable with someone else, you cannot just point it out and said" Hey you bitch! Shut your mouth boleh kah? I don't like you! If you did this, you might just start a drama and end up make things much more complicated. Kan? 

See, things are meant to be complicated. It blended so well with us. Cannot avoid one bah.

Sucks to be ME.

Wednesday, 15th February 2012.

Still stuck in the office with loads of work need to be done. If only I have my own ride I could run back to my husband and son's arm, laid back and have some peace in mind as soon as the clock strikes 6 o'clock. Tired of all these blue files on my desk, keep piling without any sympathy. Tired. Tired. Tired. Not to mention, stress keep haunting me, I could say "he" is my loyal companion for now. I might be insanely laughing without any worries but the truth is, I am so restless. 

Working in private sector could be daunting. Piles of work, but in the end, you will never satisfied with the paycheck. Not worth at all. What to do lah kan? I obviously do not have any choice as nowadays it is very hard to land a good job with good salary. 

Haih.

Can't. Stop. Whining.

BLINDED LOVE

No matter what date it is, my love to you will always grow fonder.
Everyday.

No matter what  the occasion is, my love to you will always get stronger.
Everyday.

I don't need any specified date or days to show how much I appreciate you.
I'll do it everyday, as much as I can.

Three words to describe.
Three words to say.
I love you.

Voluptuous  is the word.

Kenapa perlu menipu?

Kenapa perlu bohong?

Kenapa perlu?

Berani buat, berani tanggung. 

Smokin' hot woman.
Can I be just "like" her?

"Everyone is always going through tough things, the irony in it is that everyone thinks what they’re going through is just as   hard as what you are. Life isn’t about surviving this, it’s about understanding this... " 

-Nicholas Sparks

The fact that no one would understand what you have gone through tough times makes it felt like almost loneliness.

 

Putih Mata!

A few months back, I spent almost thousand ringgit to get this smartphone. But not long after that, I felt irritated to the way it function. Not to mention, it is a touch-screen phone. So freaking hard to type a single text! I will get annoyed for the tiny qwerty keypad. I kinda regret for spending quite a lot of money to have such annoying phone. Well, the other features are not that bad, but still I dislike it so bad. I need to change phone right away! 

The thing is, I have surveyed too many phones and I wish I could buy them ALL! Now everybody are using blackberry. Should I have it too? But I kinda like the Samsung Omnia Pro. Uuugh! I'm confused!

Looks really good. But still I love this samsung!

But this Nokia e5 looks pretty much alluring too. Oh gosh!

Hope I can cope with this confusing stuff real soon. I need to have a deep thought so I won't regret for the second time. Cross finger!

Young at heart :D

The clock is ticking......

Less than three more hours left to 18th January. To begin the whole thing, I was born on 18th January 1988, 8:25 am. It has been almost twenty-three years. Thank God! I should be grateful to be given a chance to live until this moment. Life has many surprises, every day. We could never expect what will happen in the future. you may had organized everything, but that just plans. You'll never know. As for me, I screwed up thousands of time. But through that, I gain experiences, lessons and strength to live more to life. It is okay to screw up. But take it as a warning that you should not keep repeating those mistakes again. If you do, that is stupidity. Here I am now, living my life as a mother and a wife to my two amazing boys. What's the problems being a young mother anyway? I found it much more interesting and exciting. Well it sure does not easy, it takes piles of courage and strength to do it. But they are my treasure, I would do anything. I love them dearly :)

Well, for this special 23rd Birthday all I wanted is to have a blessed birthday after all. 

Being with my little one and hubby is more than enough.

Hope I have a good one!

Ongoing Issue :(

I used to be this woman.

and now, I am this HUGE

Yeah, the one with gray shirt. It's me.

"...can I just accept the fact that I'm overweight and be happy?"

Random.

Feelin' Like a G6

This blog have been abandoned for quite some time now. Apology to that. I just cannot find a perfect time to burst out here. Now, here I am uttering some piece of crap (?) or maybe not. Well, things were going surprisingly exciting. Indeed it is. Being a mother for 8 months and a wife for almost a year now. What's not to be excited? Sometimes I'm off balance, get stressed out almost everything happened around me. But anyways, thankfully I'm still here, survived.

I'm in my 8th semester now.

Thank God.

But that's only the beginning of a relieved statement. Yes. Finally, I'm in my last semester of Animal Science's degree. There's a lot of whining, complaining, laziness, and oh-what-so-stress-life I'll be facing throughout this wonderful 8th semester. Completing my research is another side of the chapter. Hope I could get through and will end up achieving scroll by end of this year.

Flipping the page to what's happening in my little-almost-perfect-family, well, my lovely darling Azra is now eight months. Despite being so adorable 24/7 but he is really good showing off his skills. Let's see what he could do to make mommy get exhaust

ed EVERYDAY.

Grabbing and pulling mummy's hair. CHECK

Crawling and trying to hit the walls. CHECK.

Crying so hard to get attention. CHECK

Get angry when no Pocoyo for the day. CHECK

Force mummy to play up and down aka jumping. CHECK

Go to the edge of the bed to see the floor. CHECK

There's a lot to write but these are the things that he always do.

Thankfully he is so cute and knows how to make innocent faces when mummy are about to get mad. Awwh, mummy loves you darling!

He's adorable tiny creature!

Anywho, that's it for now. Write some more later!

Toodles!

Facing drama.

These few days I have been such in a terrible situation. Guess right now problems will be my best companion. Huh. It was a devastated moment for myself, disappointment and cannot believe to what just had happened. It is not once or twice it happened before, but it keeps going and going and going until I cannot imagine when it is actually could stop. Maybe I am too good for giving chances and all, am too kind and weak for someone could took advantage on me. There goes life. But I don't need this kind of life. I am sick of all lies. It felt like someone stabbing my back slowly that it hurts so badly I couldn't even stand straight and just want this life to end. How hurt is that right? I don't need anyone's promises. I had enough of those words, "promise". This is reality man, not like in the movies. The other side of me tell me to give up but on the other side urged me to be tough. I just don't know. Now I know how life could challenge your patience.

All I need now is to be tough.

Even so it left my heart with too much bruises.

STRESS

It is now official! I am fat. I wish that I don't actually care how big I am now. But unfortunately, I DO CARE! It's hard to get in shape. I will do whatever it takes to get my body back! Even if I have to starve, I don't care. I know, I know it is not the right diet but I'm in desperate now. Will continue a good diet right after I can fit at least "M" size again. I have been reading about crash-diet recently, well from what I had read it is not that really not-so-good crashing our diet. It is only good for temporary NOT for a long term period. I once had practicing the diet before and indeed I lose weight fast. From 50 kg to 44kg in just 1 month! I did a little exercise tho, and yet the result is awesome! This time, I will do it again. No matter how hurt and how hungry I am. XD

So envy with those girls who could eat more without worrying getting fat.

It ain't easy!

Nothing much have been going on lately. I am exhausted with classes and still struggling not to past the date line for assignment. I am a MOM, a WIFE and a STUDENT. Ain't it's just a brief to say it, not to mention how the hella I am going trough each day living life as "those" person. Sometimes it can be too stressful and sometimes there's this feeling that deep inside I'm actually enjoying it. Well, I guess so. Being a mom is not easy, especially when the baby is still small and need 200% nurturing. I have to balance life as a mom as well as life as a student. Although I am tired and stress but seeing my baby grow up with love is enough to tell me that all the sweat is worth it. I have to wait less than a year for me to finally graduate! I am desperately wanting a JOB!

I am seriously have to be patient for my scroll.

:)

SCHOOL!

It's my 7th semester already, and I can't wait to graduate!

Speaking of final year, I have tonnes of assignment and project need to be done. This year around will be very hectic! I have classes on weekdays AND weekends. How's that sound? Whoa! Busy busy and busy! Class only started for almost a week now and I already have 5 assignments. Not to mention, my final year project too. Oh my. Plus, I have a son who still needs full-attention. Baby and studies. I might face minor problem towards that, but I hope I still could control everything. Well, lets just hope I could :D

SPAIN!

I'm watching Spain vs Germany now. Who will make it through to the final round? I hope so, it's NOT Germany. hahaha! Well the prediction is Spain 2 and Germany 1.

Lets just hope the BEST team to win.

Pique, ko la harapan!

:))

The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called friends, red lights called enemies, and caution lights called family. You will have flats called jobs. But if you have a spare called determination, an engine called perseverance, insurance called faith, and a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called success.